Rockcandy91 ♥You come out from nowhere and into my heart ♥

The last day of raya break.

2010-09-12T18:16:00.001+07:00

Hey people!!

My one week raya break is coming to an end soon.

Aww, i think the holidays is just not enough for me....

I had so much fun the whole week.

I get to meet up with my SAM classmates for a chill at

Ole Ole Bali, Mont Kiara

i think there's our new favourites place to chill out.

the environments and food were so great and nice,

I'll upload the pichas once i get it from Shuling..

My baby girl Shuling is going to UK on 18th September 2010

So the very kind of her invited all of our classmates to a farewell party

at her restaurant.

i'm gonna cry like hell i guess. anyway.

all the best to you my dear.

I always there for you. so we must keep in touch always yeah!

Btw, my baby wanmin just get her new BB

Yeahoooo. I'm so so happy that you finally get your bb ya!

as what i promise you, i'll get you the cover you want.

During this holidays,

I'm done with my group video assignment.

Thank God.

i felt so released once i finished it! OMG

the video assignment actually kinda killing me

as i'm not that good in all the IT stuff.

but still, i'm not really satisfy with the work done.

hmm..anyway

thanks for liying and tammie helping out in that video recording

i'll shall post it out here if i'm freee.

heehehehe

I'm going to have a mid semester exam.

which only 2 subjects included: English, Accounts

So hell ya, i'm gonna study and focus very hard to score well.

My english is getting worst as i not really sure how to write well. =,=

After my mid semester exam.

i'm going to Singapore.

Yeahpieee.

It's been like more than 10 years i never been to Singapore.

LOL. so i'm gonna do a lil bit of shopping over there.

and i only have to pay for hotel and air tickets.

Wheeeeee thanks to my beloved friend KS!

who wanna pay for my mamam expenses!

Oopss. by the way,

i had a hair makeover.

i change my colors, cut back the bangs.

so how was it?

Me likey so so much!

i miss my chopard happy sport watch

i spoiled it and it's fixing now!

fml!!!!

hope she will be okay =)

Heaps love from rockcandy =)

I'm so sick of it.

2010-08-29T01:33:00.001+07:00

Once again, i'm back and back to square again.

as i mentioned in the previous post.

second semester was doing fine.

assignment and assessment are doing so great.

tutor were all good in teaching.

hugs.

So , i do hope this time i able to score well.

even though i never go for lecture class.ROFL

Ohh ya,

i have some arguments with my classmates

due to my really bad temper.

i can't help it.

i should learn to be patient. More patient!

Ps: i'm so sorry that i had yelled at you guys

and even complaints about it.

trust me, i don't mean it.

just i have been through

kinda hard time.

i need some time to get over it.

My eldest sister came back from melbourne

for two weeks holidays,

from the past till now, i couldn't accept the way she live.

Lol

She study whatever she want, and live whatever she want.

yeah sounds great and reasonable.

However, that's something i really hate, or maybe jealousy?

i have no idea how to express my dissatisfaction

about how she behave.

So,

Argh! beh tahan narh!

I'm trying hard to be the child who understanding

the difficulty of parents in every aspects.

however, lately, or maybe since the day she came back.

i realized, parents do bias!

they always scolded at the side who speak up for themselves?

so i should learn from my sisters all act innocent and silence?

Walaowei!!!!!

i need somewhere to express!

Whatever laRhhhh!

i guess i should just study hard.

and don't talk much at home =,=

fuck!

the very first time i feel so unfair

and hate to stay at my sweet home!

fuck her!

Ps: getting pretty chanel bag and miu miu soon.

i love September ..

Chanel is love.

Miu miu is super love =)

Gucci Belt is double love

Muacks

....

2010-08-08T00:46:00.000+07:00

i have no idea. what's on my mind now.
i had so much fun since semester 2 has started for 2 weeks.
thanks to all my babes accompany me to everywhere.
but i still couldn't understand why i was still so dissatisfied?

probably. i need her.
i miss her.
when she's around. i found she's annoying due to her so so slow motion.
she takes forever to get one things done.
but now. i wish i can see her walking so slow in my bedroom.
we together for 9 months.
how many more 9 months to go ? i don't know.

i still suspect her all the time which i don't know why
she makes me feel insecure.
maybe due to the past i had with her?
so many unknowns inside my head.
i wanna know every answer for every question inside my head.
can you give me the answer i want?
probably not. because... i never ask.

i just need to rest. maybe? .. who knows..

The last day of my sweet holidays

2010-07-26T00:15:00.001+07:00

Hey people

actually i should update about my holidays outings

but due to my laziness. i give up.

I had so much fun during this 2 weeks holidays.

non- stop outings like a marathon.

Catch up with all the movies and friends.

tomorrow have to back to college.

and started with my second semester.

i hope i will do it way better than 1st semester.

as i didn't score well in my first semester.

i just managed to get 1 distinction for accounts

and 3 credits for economics, business maths and english.

Hmmm. no point upset about it anymore.

But still . i couldn't believe i didn't score in econs! ah!

I need shopping desperately.

i just managed to get few clothes during this holidays.

so i hope in the upcoming holidays during September

i can go tokyo with friends.

please!! praying hard for the fun trips!

Btw, elder sister coming back in December.

hell craps. i miss her .

i guess. i miss her accessories and cosmetics more?

who knows =X

Alright. will be posted more n more pictures soon.

stay tuned =)

Frozen...

2010-07-12T12:05:00.001+07:00

Hey dolls

I'm currently having my 2 weeks holidays.

like my friend said. "it should be productive weeks."

but i guess. except of spending .

i can't think of anything productivity?

hahahaha.

Since last Friday , i just hang out with friends as usual.

and of course did clean up my study table.

you know.

when during the exam,

the table will just looks like having a war =)

So it looks much more better right now!

I said frozen in my title because!!!!!!

i frozen my credit card!!!

i will stop using it till all my cash finish.

=.=

i know! that makes no difference!

but at least better isn't it ???

I was thinking to sell of some of my clothes.

but no one willing to buy second hand shirt i guess ==

let me know if you want =)

fyi: i am desperate for money now !

During the last 3 days.

i had few outings with my friend.

first of all, sure is my SAM classmates!!!

We went to Ampang for shisha session!

The environment there was so so nice!

we can even see the KLCC right in front of us =D

I bring along my polaroid camera with me either!

All my babies were so happy about it

and kept on snapping themselves =))

me and eddy as usual =)

Wootss. love shisha =)

that always makes me dizzy =) just like drunk

Yeahhooo

i love the food there too!

it's consider quite nice.

something different =)

nice try

My ladies all the time =)

am gonna miss you so badly!!

shuling take good care of yourself over UK there

and baby gowrie you too yeah!

you never let us down of your academic results!

so still! did all of your best to be the best yeah!

Muacks XOXO

She's the one ♥ ♥

2010-06-26T12:31:00.001+07:00

Oh my oh my!

i missing my blog so much ! ♥

Finally i had settle all the assignment and presentation

I'm so happy that i able to complete all of it well =)

thanks to my group members!

Even i quite fed up with you guys a lot !

but still there's all past!

I would like to share about how's my presentation goes on last Tuesday!

It's was just such a mess at the beginning!

because some of my group members actually having Malaysian Studies

which i had it last year. so I have to stay at our places there

to continue decorate our board with my 2 china group members.

Our presentation is around 4pm to 5pm

but we have to reached there before 8 in the morning!

So you can imagine, we have a really tough time throughout the whole day!

All of us were waited inside the student life centre.

Some of them were memorizing their script

which i had prepared for them ♥

After the presentation had done,

i can feel all the stress and pressure all gone at that moment!!

The only things i regret so much throughout the entire presentation

was i present it to fast!

The judges commented i was like rushing the time!

Oh please! i get nervous present in the public!!!

Well, it's all past! Woohooo!

Oops, i shouldn't be that happy now!

1st semester final exam is around the corner as well!!

What a sad case!

All my pretty n handsome baby were back from australia.

And i desperate to see them right away!

Neemind, neemind!

i'm gonna study afterwards

*hopefully*

Actually i kinda have fun in my foundation class.

As there's so many activities compare with SAM.

Just like our Young Entrepreneur Day which had it last week!

It was so much fun!!

As not only foundation group selling goods.

but also the diploma in business.

and some others intake !

Here's some pictures to share with you all

Our class were selling JCo Donuts and Caramel Puddings.

Yummy!

Me and PeiSan came from Sandakan=)

She's so cute! like the way she talk and act!

The group that i always mixed up with!

Excluded the malay! haha sorry Thariq!

Yeah right! laugh all you want!

I used to be very " tam jiak"

And always get caught by Gan Pi Zheng!

which i don't know why!!!!

SEE!!! AGAIN!

The Turkey or Russian ice cream which taste freaking good!

i couldn't help it alright!

and i belanja all of u ! don't forget!

Deng! Gan pi zheng!

Here comes another group pictures!

All in white ! ♥♥

Lai Liao ♥♥♥

One lala's pose!

Chi-Chiak~

Tammie foo, Liying Chen n Me♥

Tammie claims that she looks fat in this picture!

which i don't agree!

She's cute whenever she said:

"Please, don't touch my fats!"

Of course, my pretty sexy lady Stephanie Chua =)

She's hot and gorgeous all the time =)

Miss you and LooLoo a lot!

XOXO

On the YED, the store which next to us

organize watermelon competition either!!!

The winner can get RM100!!

And i spotted my neighbour Joseph Yap

actually take part!

== He's almost win!

but the guy next to him hands up faster than him!

The sampat Twins!

what they did just entertain everyone of us there!

God !

Don't know what Jooyee trying to do

No Eyes See

Lastly, Meeee♥♥

My favourites picture of the day!

Lately, i kinda close with my baby boo

alright, we're always close

but it's getting better and better!

Maybe lately we can't really contact much on the phone

so she always take me for breakfast or lunch.

Thanks baby.

Oh ya! the almost forget!

She actually helps me to do this braids!

Which i loves a lot!

That day, i was like begging her and called her help me to do so

She rejected at first, but still =)

She will help!

And here's the outcome!

We also have lots of outings lately.

went for movie like

"Sex and the City"

The movie's awesome!

i love Jessica Parker!

All the dressings were incredible gorgeous!

and

"The Karate Kid"

by jackie chan and jaden smith!

Awesome kungfu movie!

and

"Toy Story 3"

which i actually cried at last =,=

quite touching alright!

and

"The A-team"

at first we wanted to watch sex and the city

but couldn't get the tickets.

so we watched this

And unpredictable!

it was good! is an action movie which quite humor.

What's the next

"she's out of my league"

♥

I also brought my baby boo for steamboat dinner!

which is my favourites at the Jalan Pudu there

I guess i had mentioned how tasty it is before..

my baby boo actually love it either!

happpy =)

i tag along my younger sister with me too!

I'mma loving it~~♥♥♥♥

Thank you for always by my side baby boo =)

Vogue wannabe =P

2010-06-01T19:17:00.000+07:00

Just like what my title said.

Vogue Wannabe.

Alright, story began like this,

One of Wanmin friend, Lihua,

needed someone to help him to do a photo shoot for his assignment

Due to some reasons, wanmin couldn't do it on her own

So, she asked for my help,

and you know i'll never say no for photo shoot!

The location is at my house and the park nearby.

Lihua wanna took some pictures which shows depth of field.

and here's the pictures =)

There's more coming up =)

wait for it darlings~

Am goes to wonderland

2010-06-01T18:38:00.003+07:00

Hey Darlings,

am having a fabulous time the past few days.

spending money away like nobody business.

great, i'm totally broke now!

Sorry that i didn't blog much lately.

There's so many things to busy with and things happens

always! like always!

I've had bang my car last week

when going to have lunch with the coursemates.

alright what an unlucky day i had.

Grr, screw that bloody malay motorbiker!

Waste my 1k++ and freak me out!

The car's coming back tomorrow,

however am kinda afraid to drive right now!

Holly craps!

Oh another thing!

this month will be really busy to me.

3 assignments to rush, few presentations coming up.

I hate to do public speaking, am gonna screw the whole things up.

*fingers cross, god bless me*

Do hang out with some buddies,

Went Sunway Pyramid with wanmin

as she having her 2 weeks holiday.

We went for lunch at the Bubba Gump

and fish spa on that day.

I shouldn't go for fish spa!!

Ahhhhh, spend on the stupid foot massage products

for four hundreds.

Neemind, at least we had a great day =)

Alright, another things to share with you guys!

finally i get my Fujifilm cammie!

Thanks to KS!

i love this surprise so much ,

and thanks for the Tenji treats.

Can't wait for the next outings at Yuzu again!

You're the BEST! Muacks

Recently, all my wishes came true,

Oh lord, i love you and you love me!

i can't imagine till i get my burberry shirt this month!

wooohooooo!! life's good!

Ohhh the almost forgot,

Thanks Monkey J!!!

for the sexy red popmyberry cover n earphone!

Thankyouuuuu!

Moi want new shoes!

someone hear me? hoho

Rock My life!!

2010-05-17T23:32:00.001+07:00

Oh well, it's been so long i never updates my blog.

which i almost forgot that this blog do exist O.O

This gonna be a really long long post !! =D

As usual, the life goes well with the family and friends.

Just finished up few assignments and exams. So, few more left.

Nowadays really enjoy my life with friends as

we get to know each other well every single day we spent together

and i started get used to the college environment.

Just touched a lil bit about Mother's Day.

I went for a breakfast with the whole family members at cafe shop nearby my house.

Of course do go for shopping at the afternoon. * Pavilion*

I bought my beloved mama a Prada Purse which i love it so much !!!

*okay. even daddy paid for the bill but i still have the initiative to get her some pressie! *

Oops. !! Even is Mother's Day,

i do get 2 tops from RL for daddy!! and one for me!!!!!!

A lovely day spending time with them, it's just so great =) .

Hugs them a lot!

I really like blink blink stuff lately!! especially Diamonds!!!

woman's favourites! ahh.

i need more cash!! duhhhhh..

Alright, my college timetable has some slightly changes

which i think is better than the previous one.

i just hate to go home so late as you know traffic conjunction is everywhere!!!

especially in front of the SUMMIT.Deng!!!!

i spend like half an hour more stuck at the traffic

which makes me so frustrated you know!

luckily, i have my new blackie accompany me all the time!!!

Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng---------> Blackberry Bold 9700 !!!!!!!!

Thanks hubby get me the new gadgets, you always know what's the best for me!

Thank you so mucchhhhhh.. I'm getting blackie some clothes on it * grins*

i want pretty Paul Frank cover !!!!

Ps: Ivan chen. see the sticker you gave =,=

i said that i stick on the external hard disc already

and you still don't trust me O.o

Okay. Last week i went for dinner with KS

at the Midvalley, The Garden. YUZU

The japanese foods there is awesome!!!

thanks to your friend which i forgot what his name O.o

Being your friend really so nice!!!!

Hohohoho...

i can't wait to get a new purse and fujifilm instanx camera from you!!!

Woohooo! will show to you guys once i get it!!! sooonn~~~

After all, i only realized there are many nice people in my life.

which i don't really noticed until this moment.

Thank you guys for being so tolerate and cares about me .

Thanks baby always trying to give me the best

and work so hard for me =)

Thanks to my family members that always there for me.

Muacks!!!!.

Alright is time to bed.

Everyone, appreciate what you have

and love those who loves you

ignore those who hates you =)

Life's good =)

Rock My Life! RofL!!!

Ps: God,

I wish you can buy me Salvatore Ferragamo black heels!!!!

Burberry Tops and Jeans will be the next ! =))

Do you hear me?

Thought he's always be mine.

2010-05-01T12:12:00.001+07:00

Hey sexy.

is Labor's day.

I woke up pretty early and had breakfast with the family.

it's been so long didn't hang out with the family after college starts.

Accidently, saw my long lost friend at the restaurant

She still looks gorgeous and sexy as usual =)

Recently, a lot people fall sick even my beloved sister at Melb.

both of u having bad cough and sneezing all the time

so do take care of yourself people!

Just handed up my Accounts and Business Maths assignment.

Happy =) i did well of my time management.

*2 more assignment to go ( Economics & English)*

I should take foundation last year then it will be so much fun than now.

At least i'm not elder than the others like now =(

What a shame.

Headed to Pavilion later

with the Sabah & Indonesian gang.

Ha..sounds so wrong but yeah.

i do enjoy hanging out with everyone of them.

i can't wait to watch IP MAN 2.

due to ang wan min always ffk me

and giving me all the excuses.

i decided to leave her now.

I'm no longer rely on her anymore! hng!

Ps: going to get new gadgets from the love one =))

muacksss!!!!

Can't wait till next Friday!!

And and and !

Lots of shirt sending back home from melbourne by my eldest sis!
oops. here's her picture with her sexy car.

Congratz my beloved brother

finally get his first salary in his entire life!!

And thanks for the money !

i'll get you some pressie either!!!
and i guess you can't wait til next Friday.
because your sexy car is coming home finally!

love my family like i always do =)

i feel in love again.♥

2010-04-25T14:26:00.002+07:00

Ooopssss.. i feel like wanna in love again!

all my friends were like so in love with their loves one.!

and that just make me so jealous!

Currently thinking to attach with someone.

However, due to my personal problems.

ahhh. hard to make it works.

FML. my life is so complicated.

Last week Wednesday,

few of my classmates came over my house.

to makes muffins for our business maths project about charity.

Then i brought them to bakery shop to get all the ingredients

and bak kut teh for lunch =)

Adi being so nice

fetched them back to Subang after all

Because we need some pictures to proves that we are doing charity

So we took lots of photos during the process of making muffins.

The next day i went for movie with Adi.

" Date Night" and " When in Rome"

Personally,

i like it because is kinda funny throughout the whole movie

and is kinda sweet too.

For those love birds do not miss it!!

Really love Ten2five. !!

their music is just soft and nice!

Love is you !

Ps: thanks for the juicy bracelet. i love it =)

Lovely Saturday i had =)

2010-04-18T01:28:00.000+07:00

Hey People..

i had a great Saturday with my family !!

I drove my family

to Aunty house at afternoon.

am had fun playing around with my nephew ELSON!!

He just so damn cute and only 2 years old.

baby language just really easy to make us laugh sometimes!

He crazy over Da Lang, kept on pointing on the tv screen and scream:

SEE, is MUSHROOM!!

* lord. i wanna have a baby at that moment*

Then at night i went to Wangsa Maju

with my sister and kahsing for dinner.

the Happy 4 season restaurant.

full of people! is like the whole winter part is full

so no choice but have to get a seat at Summer part.

Half way finishing my accounts assignment.

English assignment still need to work on it!.

Gam ba teh.

Thanks kc for being so good boy.

accompany me every night har!

even help me out with all my assignment

Ahhhh... i scratched my car last 2 days!!!

At the early morning when i'm still so blur,

i reverse my car from my house.

who knows i was too close to the side wall.

therefore my side mirror & the left hand side tyre.

got some scratches!!!!!

duhhhh.. sam tong

anywayz. who calls i'm stll a newbie in driving.

alright. good night dolls!!

i love namie amuro!!

Question: Is it streewear is the trend lately?

2010-04-13T18:47:00.008+07:00

Rainy Tuesday~

Today class started at 12 am to 4 pm.

so kinda relax thou.

everyone ran off around 3 pm

because it rains afterwards.

i called my beloved china friend help me to take attendance.

thanks zhuwei~

Something funny happens in class today.

we have to do a short drama of advertisements.

and i decided to do some humor actions.

and everyone were laughing and enjoying our dramas.

thanks to my team members being so cooperate.

Bravo!! .

lecturer even praise us that we did an excellence job~

happiiii~~~

Tonight going to do revision of my Business Maths

even it's easier than SAM " Mathematical Studies"

but for nuts like me. need to do a lots of practice only can make it.

so. practice makes perfect =)

Last Sunday i went to a Taiwan Steamboat restaurant

at Jalan Pudu there.

their steamboat is AWESOME!!

the taste of soup is just so sweet and tasty!

*love squids sausage and ostrich meat*

you guys should try it out!!

even the price is expensive, but it still worth it!!

i'm gonna bring my E4 gang there for dinner!!

sharing is caring what... =))

Alright..

am going to finish most of the assigments

within this months.~

cool!!

finally i learnt to do well of my time management

muacks muacks!

ps: bought my purple La Coste polo tee !!!

you looks sexy baby!!!

you're my current favourites now!!

Like what my post title write.

i have no idea. why my lovely papa

being so hypebeast nowadays ???

like clot shirt which freak Nic out!

and Cartier Love bangles.

which edison chen own one too

Bell&Ross either!

but i'm happy that i have such a hype daddy!!

Btw, congratz Jiejie get her cooper S .

Muacks!! Happy for you =)

2010-04-07T23:51:00.003+07:00

Ke Xi Wo Shi Shui Ping Zuo / 可惜我是水瓶座
Miriam Yeung

原來你這樣珍惜我
從前在熱戀中都未聽講過
別說這種行貨
哪裏留得住我
到底是為什麼分手你很清楚

如何笨到底但到底還是我
誰人待我好待我差太清楚
想繼續裝傻卻又無力受折磨
心裏羨慕那些人
盲目到不計後果

我就回去別引出我淚水
尤其明知水瓶座最愛是流淚
若然道別是下一句
可以閉上了你的咀
無謂再會要是再會更加心碎

要是回去沒有止痛藥水
拿來長島冰茶換我半晚安睡
十年後或現在失去
反正到最尾也唏噓
夠絕情我都趕我自己出去

猶如最結實的堡壘
原來在逐點崩潰逐點粉碎
極固執的如我
也會捱不下去
每天扮着幸福
始終有些心虛

如何笨到底但到底還是我
誰人待我好待我差太清楚
想繼續裝傻
卻又無力受折磨
心裏羨慕有些人
盲目到不計後果

我就回去別引出我淚水
尤其明知水瓶座最愛是流淚
若然道別是下一句
可以閉上了你的咀
無謂再會要是再會更加心碎

要是回去沒有止痛藥水
拿來長島冰茶換我半晚安睡
十年後或現在失去
反正到最尾也唏噓
夠絕情我都趕我自己出去

Low immune system?

2010-04-07T20:42:00.001+07:00

Hey people!!!

i guess you all have been doing great lately.

and me either!!!

i getting to know more friend in the class now

it just takes time to get to know each other.

friend of mine said " i'm introvert?"

which i don't really agree with!!!!

because i'm active and hyper most of the time.

maybe due to english is not my first dialect.

so i not really dare to speak out myself.

But i'll try kay!!!

A short updates about my recent outings with my beloved E4 group

Gin looks delicious on that day as usual =)

my perfect part time bf in E4 class! ever!!.

he claims that i don't really talk about him much in my blog!!

awww.. hard to believe that you guys still stalking my blog

They came over my house

and i brought them to WanMin's cousin shop

" Lucky Hot Pot" at Bukit Tinggi.

After we finished our dinner,

we headed to Look Out Point, Ampang.

which kinda far from my house

but gin still fetched me home after that yumcha session!

dai sek!!!

But something unlucky happens!

which i lost the DSLR lens cover!!!

ahhhhh.. pissed off!!

i just don't know where i lefted !!

50 bucks per lens cover eh!!

"sam tong" = Heart pain =(

This coming Sunday is friends of mine birthday.

so have to celebrate with him at Wangsa Maju la~~

happy!!!!!...

alright. even i hang out often.

but i still manage to do my homework.

due to i have my capable assistant KC Tang!!!!

You are the best man!!! hahaha.

SALUTE bro!!!

Ps:

nowadays a lot people fall a sick

including me!

so i'd my injection yesterday night

and it cost me 200++ !

* high fever, flu, cough, running nose, sore throat!*

duh.

in the future.

wanna marry to a husband who work as doctor liao!

just spend for 10 minutes serve the patient

and can earn this much

and previously my H1N1 doctor bump into me

and thought i get H1N1 again! ROAR!!

Sir, i'll take care myself well kay =))

Sharing is caring =)

A brand new life =)

2010-04-02T23:13:00.001+07:00

Finally,

Saturday has come.

i waited for whole week.

this is my first week in college.

i guess i prefer the previous campus more than this new one.

However, the library and the lecturer hall here is like hell big.

Comfortable for students to study here thou.

Alright,

still haven't get to know any new friend yet.

* just lecture class this week, tutorial class started from next week*

but know few friends through my former course mates * SAM*

and am have fun chit-chatting with them.

learnt a lot of weirdo action from them .

I guess this will be a great year for me!!

study study and study!!!

love motivated me to study man!

Foundation is much more relax than SAM

due to this course are not an express course.

so the lecturer don't have to be rushing and speed up the course period.

Timetable not really packed like previous one.

yet i find out something that

SAM lecturer english is better than foundation lecturer

and won't talk cock or wasting time.

i hope they can just straight to the point man .

* based on personal opinion*

I afraid of business maths.

every maths subjects i just fail it all.

hopefully this one can pass !!!

* KC tolong saya ia? *

have to improve my english tooo

William english sibeh geng lo..deng

underestimated him tim!!

SALUTE!!

Damn it.

everyone was consulting me to get blackberry =,=

deng.

due to free charge of texting and calling i guess.

kiam siap them

broke ni!!!!

i know my cacat motorola v3 is just so damn out

with the screensaver sot sot ni.

but i just don't get use to using

expensive gadgets =,=

i get my small green car.

and i still not really drive well

walao.worry!

but i did try to drive to college every morning with bro,

and overall. i reached college safely everyday.

ahhhhh... gam ba teh

Tomorrow night going out with my former coursemates.

just don't know why our friendship really last so long.

Touch touch. going to Look Out Point ni~~

Jom ~~~!!!

Ps: thanks for the movie. babe.

i have fun hanging out with you this few days.

you are such a sweet and cute guy =)

thanks for being so nice and thoughtful alright?

Muacks.

searching the meanings of love.

2010-03-28T03:48:00.000+07:00

Hey hot chicks.

for a quick updates.

Monday is my orientation day.

so is time for me to study back.

In the future,

won't be that often updating my blogs.

have to really focus on my studies now.

no more wasting time and hanging around.

last few days went to greenbox with babe.

and i'd watched

" just another pandora box" & " How to train your dragon"

is some comedy and animation film.

nice to watch too..

actually i'd nothing much to talk about .

just really moody nowadays.

i have no idea what am i thinking.

i should get a life after college start.

i went to do facial last 2 days.

and the therapist told me

i should change my food habits.

she weight my body fat but not just weight.

and found that. my body fat is high!!

duh!!! means my tummy and leg there

full of fats!! but not muscle!

oh no!! i can see cellulite growing fast on my body!

fuck it!

so. no more cheese and chocolates!

and whatever milky stuff or acidic food!.

too much calcium and carbonhydrate!

whatever la.just to looks healthy and good.

i have to follow what she said!

oh ya. btw.

Went to Solaris, Mont kiara

weeks ago!.

and found one choco shop!

The surroundings is just great

and good for chilling and chit chat!!

here's the pictures

Life goes on with LOVE =)

2010-03-23T01:28:00.002+07:00

Hey Dolls.

I know is pretty late now.

midnight 2.29 a.m

i'm waiting one of my friend to finish on the phone with her gf.

god. so since i'm so free now.

why not blog about how's my life recently?

*winks*

Last Friday,baby came to my house

and we went for a dinner =)

i brought her to Bukit Tinggi

and had Korean food.

one of my favourite restaurant in Klang

Before the dinner, i asked wanmin babe to go I-City with me

Therefore, after dinner we went to picked her up.

and headed to I-City.

We took a lot photos without baby inside.

Awful! coz she just had her moles removal.

so . ahhh! too bad for her.

but i plan to go there one more time!!

Here's the pictures of me and wanmin babe

I edited it . and wanmin said.

it looks. over edited.

but WHATEVER! ha

i just love all this pichas!

lifeless.

2010-03-19T16:17:00.000+07:00

i just found this picture on my camera which i took it last 2 days

i was having my breakfast with baby.

she came over early in the morning. just to have breakfast with me =)

how sweet she is.*winks*

and we went to supermarket to get some materials for Pumpkin soup!

*yum yum~~*

i can't get the evaporate milk i want. =(

so i used another brand which it makes the soup more sticky ..

but it's still taste good =)

*thumbs up*

Yummy. one of my favourite

Bak Kut Teh at Centro Klang.

i love to eat all the intestines.

which Gowrie think it's gross! ha

but i just can't help it and love it every time!

Another day staying at home.

waiting for baby call.

chatting with Ms.yinn.

yesterday only find out she's mix papa new guinea.

Hmm.

baby have to go to work today.

so i'll meet up with wan min babe tonight.

yeah. buffet.again!!!

I'M FAT.

but I'M PROUD OF IT XD

FAT- Fabulous and Thick.

holly craps! ha

OMFGWTF!!!!!

2010-03-16T15:37:00.000+07:00

saw it? oh my god .

i found my old nokia 7610.

and inside the memory card i found all this pictures!!!

oh my god.

some of them already ...

hmm. lost contact with me.

or should i say go to the different pathway after graduated from high school.

but i kinda miss those days hanging out with all of them.

ha. so that's all for today!

ahh. actually i'm confusing with the colors of car going to buy now.

haiz. miss her! dui!!!

yeah next week going another outings!!!!

yeahpieee

i'm sick

2010-03-14T23:31:00.000+07:00

Hey dolls.

an updates about my outings to Midvalley last Saturday.

actually we just planed to go there for a shopping spree.

who know's can't get anything from there and even The Gardens.

because i have to find a pair of lacoste sneakers to college.

ended up i still can't find it!!! Grr..

and i waited wan min &eefuan for 2 hours.=.=

Besides, midvalley ground floor having a

"Alice in Wonderland" as theme show.

how to say. the design is cute exactly like the movie.

everyone was taking photos

and so hard for me to get into there and snap photos

too bad =(

since we can't get anything from there

then i suggested to go Bangsar.

Good news! most of the boutiques were having SALES

so me and babes get few skirts there.

actually i enjoyed shopping with wanmin & eefuan them

but you know right.

Bangsar boutiques are all in second floor

so we have to climb up stairs.

and wanmin complaints a lot!

Plus! the weather is kinda hot too!

so we finished it really fast.

and have our dinner !

i wanna bring them to the hartamas there.

the KNK korean bbq restaurant

who know's when we reached there,

ming and eefuan wanna eat bbq plaza.

so baby drove us to sunway pyramid

and we have a movie there

"remember me"

i thought it will be nice .

* due to influences of twilight: Robert Pattinson*

However, it SUCKS!

just the beginning of the movie is all about the girls.

and after that they together for revenge purpose.

then the guys in love with the girls.

and then the guys die in 911.

then end =(

oh my god. waste my 12 bucks! ah!

no more cash now!. duhh!!

oh ya. and i was sneezing and coughing all the time

i think i get a cold before the day.

and so now i feel so sicked and having watery eye

so mum thought i missing my gf too much

and so it looks like tears.

ah. i just miss her badly now.

whenever i sicked. she's there. but now she can't

baby. i need you =)

i want

2010-03-11T23:07:00.000+07:00

i'm hungry.

i want eat

-ulu yam fried wantan

-Mcdonald spicy chicken mcdelux

-Starbucks hot caramel latte

-fried chicken wings

-marble cheese cake.

-Dome chicken pie

- aloh street * lala, porridge, baked fish, steam frog*

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. i just wanna eat.

stop thinking of food.

you gaining so much weight liching!!

oh fuck. tomorrow have to do go for gym!!!

wasting my time everyday now!

alright. finish sex and the city novel and sleep early tonight!

1.30 go sleep!! muacks! night dolls!

Boringland

2010-03-11T15:41:00.000+07:00

Recently, dad always asked me what kind of car i want

and so we went for different showroom.

seriously i kinda prefer mini cooper.

* the interior design, caps colors. and the straps.*

however, due to my driving skill still oh- not so pass.

and the price of mini cooper is not that cheap.

so have to think twice before getting a car.

my choice really very limited due to my height O.O

as you all know i'm short and so hard for me to reverse parking.

hmm.. so i have no idea. but swift also one of the choice.

and seems like wan min babe kinda like that car either.

so .it depends what my dad think serious shit.

Another 2 weeks, have to back to college.

so during this 2 weeks have to fully utilize my holidays.

this Saturday going midvalley.

have to get the lacoste sneakers with wan min.

last 2 days i went to ikea with baby .

bought a wardrobe, frames and some candle for baby.

arhhh.. wanna decorate baby room soon! yeahpiee.

take a break, have a kitkat ? =)

2010-03-08T12:22:00.001+07:00

Hey lovely dolls!

is Monday,

i guess most of you guys were busy studying or working.

however, i'm still sitting at home downloading music and skype-ing.

actually today afternoon wanna go for a movie " Confucius" with baby yuanming.

who knows he text me this morning telling me he'd high fever and feeling sick!.

aww.. too bad..just hope he can get recover soon =)

and this morning the one who wake me up is GINAESAN SINNU.

he wanna date me out for a movie.

who knows i thought i'm out with yuanming so i REJECT him.

and he just so JEALOUS & UPSET about i'm going with another guy!

*it's too late baby!*

and you know what: I'M HAPPY! ha

To GIN:

you are just too late.

even ended up i didn't go out with yuanming.

but i'm still happy you date me out! ha.

because normally or usually you just hang out with your

amanda or jessica or whatever apple.

padan muka!! ha..

never mind i still got tuesday to saturday let you choose! ha

no worries.

oh ya. to inform dolls!.

i got my first tattoo last Saturday!

oh my oh my!!

at first, i thought it will be really pain.

but after all i still can overcome the pain by talking to the tattooist

when doing it, i listen to my ipod and i turned the volume to the max!

just to cover the tools sounds! ha.

it's just scary when i saw he preparing all the tools and colors!

ARhhh.. but i guess i'm addicted into it!

gonna get another one!! ha. but not too much!.

Note! next time i won't do on any bones part.

it just makes me feel it screwing my bone.

which is so pain compare with other part .

am had a great dinner with my former coursemates last week at FATTY CRAB.

they still behave the same way.

cute and funky!.

cheeyong change a lot! which i think is a good change!

*oi. i talk about you here edy! note this!*

and we went for sisha as usual!.

but i find out. i didn't smoke that much like last time!

oh ya, wan min remind me of something. note this E4

*hey E4* .

next time our gathering don't go any restaurant edy

we just gained so much weight man!.

haiz. every outings really just go for nice restaurant.

and look for the best foods.

see from subang to petaling jaya to puchong to kuala lumpur then kapar.

we geng lo!. next time go other states and eat better lo =.=

have to behave liao.

since our tummy is getting round and round.

ohya. just get to know this software called conew.

and so . i try on me and keanwong pictures.

which just LMAO! haha

the software damn pro.

it can help people make up, change hair colour

even enlarge your eyes. wao! awesome.

but it will looks a bit fake!

oh ya, i'd rebonding my hair and cut my fringe.

it looks like prostitute or like wan min said

oversize barbie doll. O.O

no idea. i will just pin up my fringe till it grow untill certain length first.

the before and after.
ha. keanwong. i know you love me even i post up your most handsome picture here!

lately i was thinking to get a blackberry bold.
but wanmin consult me not to buy!!! because all my phone is still functional
arhhhhh..

but it's so ugly when i take my hp out from the bags now!. ish ish!

whatever, just listen to her. madam.

for those who wanna buy parfume.

can text me at my chatbox there.

friends selling away different type of parfume and all cost 180 only.

brand available included DKNY, gucci flora and envy me, hugo boss, ck summer and eternity etc.

just text me here =) thank you.

Autumn's Concerto

2010-03-03T19:40:00.001+07:00

sketches of my tattoos * coming soon*

Alright i know i'm a lil bit outdated.
but i just get to watch this Taiwan drama.* Autumn's Concerto*
this drama really touching. from lost memories till get disease and everything.
god. all the sad things happens in this dramas.
for those haven't watch it yet, hurry up!!
i just finished watching until episode 11.
so have to finish all episode tonight!
hohoho. my plans for tonight!

just came back from cheras pasar malam with baby!.
she's just really sweet,
i just sitting inside the car, and she knows what i want.
and get it for me! love her so much!.
nothing much to talk about actually.
just wanna blog something =) ha.

sorry amberlynn that this few days kinda busy skype with other friend.
so if i'm free sure give you a call.
forgive me ya! .

yeah! tomorrow can meet up with all my beloved former coursemates
just miss you guys . and a lof of you wanna ask me tons of questions
i know!. and i will answer you all one by one!. haha. muacks

good day dolls =)

Question?

2010-03-02T15:51:00.004+07:00

there's a lot of question mark and why pops up on my mind
i wonder, why there's so many people love to comments on what people blog about.
i think i'm one of them too since i replying right now.
what i'd said at my previous post. is no longer important.
and since is already a past for everyone. why you have to bring it up again?

what i'm gonna to say right now, is refer to you but wait.
i'm not trying to pick up a fight.
i'm not coward or afraid to fight or argue with you.
it's just doing this makes me feel i'm just same as you.
love to create problems or makes more people to hate myself..
is not i willing to do. you never understand my situation.
and i don't even hope you will be understand.
it's just i thought everything already past.
and i don't know why you just can't let go?

i didn't show off how rich my family is.
but you are the one who kept on reminding everyone of that.
i know you have been successful graduated from your foundation course.
i applause and happy for you. ask the one who close to us.
she knows our stuff well!.
i cried not because i angry of what you said.
is just. what my previous post is not refer to you
and why i will said so in my previous post.
because the more terrible words i'd heard from them that you don't even know.

living in what kind of house or area not really much people cares about it.
and probably you care i guess?
no one said that you buying all the branded stuff means that you are rich
just you are willing to pay off that much money for a bags or shirts!.
i have to admit. you are a good girlfriend.
not really wanna praise you or what.
but this is what i agree since the day i know you as a friend.
you buy branded stuff for your bf too. we all know that
you can even save your meal money to buy him a things which cost thousands.
we all saw it and we know you good in maintain a relationship.
which most of us can't even do that as you did.

i'm not born in a rich family like you do kay.?
you just hurts me everytime you said i fucking rich!.
you learnt piano and have maid since you're still a kid.
but i'm not? i can't learn piano when i'm young because
my family not able to afford me.
i thought u know what kind of house i stay last time.
i never forget where i came from or what kind of family i'm living in.
the world is so big.
and i bet that you have a lot of friends which is only consider rich kay!
please. can just stop all this dramas.
since everyone have to fight for a better future. just let go lah. ==
i know i will kena shoot once i post up this post.
but. i just wanna say out how i feel
even. saying hi to you. is like so hard to say it out.
is not awkward.
but the people is you. so it makes me afraid.
i afraid of you. trust me. is true.

for those people in my chatbox:
seems like you guys hate the way i am.
then please just leave my blog. and back to your own world
i love to live in my little world.
and so . leave me alone here =)
and is good that you guys don't even view again =)
i will be really thankful if you guys willing to do that =)

cheer dolls =)

Life's good !!!

2010-03-02T15:18:00.001+07:00

hey dolls! how quickly is the time flying by!! is march now!
i want to share about how was my day yesterday when i reached taylors.
i finally enrolled the foundation course there!
arhh..have to spend less this month
due to my brother want me to use my own credit card to pay for the course!
*kiam siap betul*
but is alright. i'm still glad that my father able to afford my 20k per year course =)
hugs him.*winks*

meet up with few of my former classmates
you guys still looks gorgeous! no worries. =)
then i went to sunway pyramid with yuanming, wengjun and steph.
the very first time we went out together even though we know each other for a year already!
and thanks baby yuanming fetch me home!
and skype with me during midnight! muacks.

woots. going to rebonding my hair next Tuesday! woots~
Wanmin said no need to highlight again. i have no idea why
but just listen to what she said =)
she always give advice for everything im gonna to do.
love, education and everything =)
thanks and sorry that sometimes i just being too emotional
thanks for being a good listener all the time =)

can't wait until this saturday!! wanna go shopping man!
this thursday going fatty crab with former coursemate!
good good~~ and sisha!!! so damn long never sisha! diao!
lalalala~~

going out later to collect all the pictures of cny and others.
going to get a new o.p.i nail polish~~~ wooo.. good for college use too!
ha. will post out the pictures once i get it!! hahahahah

tata dolls~ oh ya.
kinda love to download cantonese song nowadays!
and just learn how to use a new software. thanks wengjun !
LIFE'S good!!!!

love is always there ? doubt it =(

2010-03-01T00:26:00.001+07:00

Hey dolls~

is one o'clock midnight right now.

am still awake and thinking of someone.

*arrhhh.. stop thinking of him please!!!*

last 2 weeks i met one guy through facebook.

and kinda crush on him i guess.

he good in chit-chatting and

makes me laugh every time we chat through skype.

however, both of us agree this is just a DREAM.

and it will never come true.

it sounds so sad, but is true. we living in a so different world.

can i forget you that easily? i doubt it again =(

to him:

this is for you. you never know i have a blog right?. *good then*

i type this out is just want to type out how i feel towards you.

you always said that you're cold blooded, never cry because you don't know how to cry.

even every time i said we can only just be friend and back to normal.

you will just angry, pissed off. and nothing more.

will you sad? i doubt it.

you said you miss me is a wrong action.

you have no right to choose, every time i'm the one who make all the decision

be friend or couple. all i decided.

you being so tolerate and understanding all the time.

i'm very appreciate of you. and so is hard for me to let you go.

i didn't take you as a toy or playing around.

i never know i falling for you that fast.

till my tears drop when you agree we can only be friend.

maybe after one month, i will forget about you.

and my life will back to normal. =)

our love just like sitting on the roller coaster.

dramatic and exciting enough =P.

so take care babe. i trust that

you will become really famous and success in your carrier in the future

good luck =)

Alright. short reports.

tomorrow going taylors register the foundation course.

last week i was too busy hanging out i guess O.O

so after register have to wash out all the CNY pictures.

and go for a haircut, will color my hair again next month

highlight part of it this time! yeapiee..

Shhhh...

Woots. the coming Saturday,

going sg.wang with wanmin & eefuan babe.

and get my tattoo!! wootsss!!! loving it!

things to buy:

- lacoste sneaker.( for college use , can walk far and comfortable)

- dejavu mascara ( easily to remove. good for college use)

- stationery for college use.

- perfumes for gf and wanmin

- black skinny jeans

- brushes for eyeshadow use.

Arhhhh..need more money man. aduiiii..

i want a blackberry bold! diu .

don't know why last time give it to jie jie.

mahai. now damn regret.

and everyone is using it !.

diao. wanna get it and change a new mobile number!

Hohohoho...life's good~

chaoz. take care dolls~

I'mma be!

2010-02-23T19:34:00.002+07:00

alright. short updates.
ching reports: i'm gonna study taylors business foundation.
and so. gonna to enroll on this thursday
dude, back to study and say hi to books again. on the march 29!
woots, gonna study like mad this time
no more wasting time and another 20k

gonna get a pretty tattoos.
however, don't have any ideas and my mind still blank now.
don't know whether i will regret or else.
hmm. will think about it .
tomorrow or friday have to go and look for a new car.
have to drive to college when my class start.
fucking nervous. as you guys know. i hate driving! mahai.
whatever, since babe wanna teach me how to drive until the orientation days.
diao. alright then. going out for a full body massage..
woots. life's good~~

on diet, lose 4 kg in 2 weeks~~ yeh

WootsssWootss

2010-02-21T14:04:00.003+07:00

Yes, you are right. another one who posting this test.
ha but i just agree with this test man!
So chun weeeiii..

Dear Liching Chia, below are your Personality Tests result:
Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are v ery serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You listen to your own instincts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Tend to follow your heart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of failure
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot contro l
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

everything is over

2010-02-20T12:00:00.027+07:00

listen to don't you forget about me by enrique iglesias
with a cup of David Doff coffee..
Woooo.. feeling going down down down.
everything ends here.
i'm officially single now.
hmm. not really cry much this time.
maybe am just get used to be apart with someone i love.
there's too many issues that am unable to solve it.

sorry babe. that i'm not tough enough to help you solve all this problems.
you have to be strong and don't worry everything will be alright,
it depends how you think of yourself but not the others think about you.
all the dreams that we said wanna to achieve together, probably have to be cancel now i guess.
too bad, that we are not able to carry on with this loving relationship uh.
even though you always lies to me. but i know you just want me to be happy.
today you came to me. and said sorry the next day . you will say thank you to me.
because you know. so far and so long what i did for you. is for your own good. remember that

i never regret that i love you, wherever i go, i won't forget about you.
just like the song. As i always said. my lord, i'm leaving.
every time, you will call me to stay. but this time, you won't because
you know. this is it. =) give you a big smile .
and even i no longer by your side, guardian angels of mine will there for you and guide you =)
muacksz. love you baby.

here's the don't you forget about me lyrics.
it's touching.

They say love is just a game
They say time can heal the pain
sometimes you win, sometimes you lose
And I guess its just a fool
I keep holding on to you

I told you once you were the one
you know that I die for you
oh I will hurts to see you go
oh this time you should know
I won't try to stop you

Don’t you forget about me baby
Don’t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go

So you try to fake a smile
You don’t wanna break my heart
I can see that you're afraid
But baby it’s to late
coz I’m already dying

Don’t you forget about me baby
Don’t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go?
wherever i go, I won't forget about you, no no no.
wherever you go, don't you forget about me.

i'm wrong

2010-02-20T01:53:00.002+07:00

i'm totally wrong. ha.
what a sad case liching =( ?
what you had said before, have to be cancel it.
why? there's something force you to do so ?
no. then why ?
because i love someone i shouldn't love and cares so much =)

those people out there, who backstabbing and being sarcastic,
shut your mouth.
i don't even know how you these evils looks like or came from.
but you guys able to know all my past which is not real.
and i don't even know when it happens?
maybe i just too famous uh?
ha. * tired of being a hot topic in so many groups, is not fun at all =P*
ha. great, giving pressure to my loves one.
scratch her car, telling her all my past?
all this childish behavior.
just those low class people without educate only will did that =)
and that's you all !
impressive.!! *applause*
this will be the last i'm talking about all you this rubbish in this world.

talking about i flirting with all those guys/girls that in a relationship.
i have to admit. i'm a genius or experts doing this =)
which you guys couldn't imagine at all =)
i'm able to grab your bf/gf from you, means you can't compete with me at all
that's simple enough.
don't talk about money, or knowledges, or even features,
you guys just don't own any of it.
so you should cry on it. and sleep on it.
why? why ? and why =)
and then the answer will be
= you guys are born to be a loser. and let people grab your bf/gf =)
don't even know what's going on between me and my loves and her ex.
just stop talk cock out there, if you really so busy body to know why?
check on google. and type: i wanna to busy body about lesbian relationship.

*winks*

am busy with my family, and friends.
so . really wonder how come you all love to discuss about me
maybe i'm celebrity too uh?
ha like one of my friend always said:
i'm famous you know? everyone was talking about me all the time!!
you guys just love to give comments about others people.
and never look at yourself.
please la. do something that healthy and meaningful la.
there's people out there die in hunger or drought.
maybe you guys can just go there, and give some supports. healthy enough =)

is time for me to sleep, really tension leh.
everyday listen to all these unhealthy things. and somemore typing it out.
stress daooooo....
eh, for those people who reading this post. tak da offense har.
jangan terlalu perasan atau sensitif tau? ha.
night night

i'm back.

2010-02-18T05:07:00.001+07:00

Finally i'm back from Perak & Penang.
oh my lord, is so fucking hot there.
and so my mood is getting bad as well due to the weather.
everything now became terrible.
This gonna be a really long post. =p

my father think that my attitude is getting worse.
because i kept complaining about every little things during the trip or even during cny.
but i really can't just kept quite and let the others scold me, and so i stand out for myself =)
i have to shout out loud what i like and what i dislike.
however, this make things become more complicated.
as in my father think i mix up with some bad friends and i became more ego. (normal)
alright, i just want to say that.
i changed. because i learn out to say out how i feel.
is not means i changed and become a bad kid.
or love to makes things hard and makes people into difficulties.

Some of my siblings are smart, they know well what my parents's thinking.
and so they just pretend or just remain silence whenever there's a fight.
Frequently, i get scolded because of my siblings. great.
Excuse me. i'm not the one who spoil my own lappie please.
she's the one and you still want to defense her and you said you didn't!!
Yeah all the things in this house is belongs to you in theory,
because you are the only one who earned money for the whole family.
but please, don't use the money power to warning me. i will never forget about this.

Whenever, i said i'm tired, i get scolded.
whatthefuck? can you imagine we look for a cave for nearly an hour?
and we reached there, just stay for a 20 minutes? and just for some stupid pictures?
i hate it !!! i shouldn't talk bad things about my family.
i understand but i just can't stand anymore!!!
is my problems or they just kept on doing some stupid shits. and wasting my cny!!!

my beloved Gowrie leaved M'sia to Sydney on Tuesday
and i'm not able to see her on the day, my heart is totally broken .
because i spend my whole time on some stupid trips.
i missed out a lot of parties.
kelming and wan min birthday party and gowrie farewell party.
i feeling so bad and hurt,!!!!!!
i will never see gowrie till i get over there,

To gowrie
i'm sorry baby.
i know when i sent the message for you, you felt terrible as i do
but remember, there's somewhere in the future,i'll meet you there
and you promise me that you will never lost contact with me.
there's no full stop or the end in our friendship
hi5 =) cheer baby, i'm always there for you and to cheer you up =).

To Dominic:
dude, you damn bull shit one eh, i sent so gam dong message to you
and you never get to reply me, or you already gone? ha no idea,
kay, wish you all the best, and what i wanted to say to you. i already sent the message lah.
okaylarr. take care dude =)

today i'm going to pavilion. with my siblings =)
ha, great =D. wish me luck,

pictures

2010-02-14T02:02:00.002+07:00

four of US.

The lovely flower chicks =)

Another love birds~~

one day in melaka and sunway lagoon

2010-02-12T23:05:00.000+07:00

hey peeps
chinese new year is around 2 days left.
but still not really in a cny mood..
maybe just too tired of the outings i went this few days

alright.
had a lot of outings with sister and sis's bf darell the past few days.
since darell never been (Melaka) before.
so i called up dear to fetch us there.
*thanks baby for being such a good girl driving us there and here*.

We went through the (Jonker street) and tried the (hainan chicken rice)
and so we did snap a lot of picha there.
then at night we went to the Cheras pasar malam as it was Wednesday night.
grabbed a lot of foods home and actually rainning pretty heavily on that night.
so dear have to run there n here to get us umbrella.
*sorry baby, i know you get sicked after that, love you much*
however, my younger sister *nano* lost her phone as she kept on pulling out her phone .
so. dai sei for her.

After that, the next day. sister wanna to go sunway lagoon.
and so . 4 of us,* darell, sis, me, baby*
we went there together, have a lot of funs in the water and amusement park.
i spent alot for 3 of them =,=..
god. is like around 500 for the 2 days trip.
hell no next time man.
i really prefer 2 people trip more than a whole group people.

Just came back from putrajaya.
went there with family and had dinner with datuk hassan & family..
he never change and still looks great.=)
however,i'm really not feeling well tonight.
gosh . and guess what i gain 4 kg.
Grrr..... kill me .
i have to wear cheongsam on CHOR YAT. eh!!!!

alright. tomorrow plan is : the curve and the bazaar.
wish all of you have a great chinese new year
gong xi fa cai =)

♥ Heartbroken♥

2010-02-07T19:36:00.002+07:00

Hey peeps.

alright. just came back from KLCC.

kinda tired thou.

however, have something to share with you guys.

went to MiuMiu just now. which the shop is really cute enough =)

yet ,not really many bags inside the shop like lv or gucci

=.= maybe it's still new i think

my beloved jie spot this miu miu bag months ago.

so mummy was going to get it for her.

(unfair)

alright. based on my opinion i prefer prada more than miu miu =.=

maybe i'm not fashionable enough

so when i carry it.

it makes me feel like the bag is like a travel bags for me

but is really roomy and bulky.

Chatting with my babe wan min just now

going to get her CHLOE parfume as her birthday gift

which i think the packaging is cute and smell good.

so as she already approve the permission to let me buy it for her.

so going sunway tomorrow =)

Touch a little bit about my love story.

i really think that. after me and her been together.

it goes .. differently.

like is not what i expect.

she still the same and never change her attitude.

which is . love to lies.

even this the last chance i gave, she never appreciate.

the heart. already tired and die.

please. leave me alone.

Ps: love pixie lott - cry me out

enjoy =)

I got your emails

You just don’t get females

Now, do you?

What’s in my heart

Is not in your head

Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late

And your weren’t worth the wait

Now, were you?

It’s out of my hands

Since you blew your last chance

When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out

The tears that'll fall

Mean nothing at all

It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that

Baby, there’s no way back

You can keep talking

But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out

How you messed me about

I was broken (heartbroken)

Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you

No more.

The pic on your phone

Proves you weren’t alone

She was with you, yeah

Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where

We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out

The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all

It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that

Baby, there’s no way back

You can keep talking

But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out

Boy, there ain’t no doubt

Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit

Boy, better get used to it

You can keep talking

But baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails

I got the text

The answer’s still the same

It’s the way it is

I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out

The tears that'll fall

Mean nothing at all

It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back

You can keep talking

But,baby i'm walking away

quick updates

2010-02-04T23:40:00.003+07:00

A very quick updates .

Tomorrow might going to IDP to do some registration stuff.

thinking about applying diploma course in RMIT.

so if any changes will inform you people again =P.

Nowadays get to know one person who work as a tattooist

who is really. i should say different from the world i belong to .

however, just really wonder about is it my life is meaningless?

or others is just too interesting as what they thought?

since i told few of my friends about i'm going to overseas.

some of them saying is really a good chance to enhance knowledge and view in things.

however, kinda really depressed when you know you gonna leave someone that you love.

i will be back to M'sia once i finish my studies this is what i promise her.

It's a good challenge for me to see whether i got the strength to carry on with a relationship i had here

when i'm over there.

but.

in the bottom of my heart was thinking about whether "she" has the strength like i do .

we had been through so much tough challenge, and i find out

it doesn't mean anything at all.

love change when people change.

so don't say i don't love you one day ,

but . i change.=)

great day peeps=)